Your Ana

Liar, liar, you’re such a great big liar
With the tallest tales that I have ever heard….
Oh, oh, the sirens sang so sweet
And watched the sailors going down
Oh, oh, you talked to me in siren song
Yeah, anyone would drown
Anyone would drown
Sick and tired of this mad desire
Fluttering inside me like a hawk
Wire, wire, got my hands on wires
Will heaven help you when I get them off!
Right between the ribs, you’ll feel it then..

-Fine Frenzy

PREACH IT SISTER! And I know you lie, I don’t care. At this point all I want is the truth - I’d take that at any price over another lie. Anyone would. (Just like anyone would believe your lies were truth.) Only the difference between you and the siren is that you are sinking people under without that being your ultimate intention. That what I believe anyway.  

If and when you are mad at anything please try to realize that your irritation is only proof of your self admiration. You see or experience a situation that you think is something you wouldn’t do or you don’t deserve and suddenly all hell breaks loose. If and when I am upset I only allow ten seconds - if there is time for so much hate - to allow anger to burn inside me. As those ten seconds pass the anger is being extinguished by a waterfall of good - simple good. There is so much more good than bad. There are so many more moving moments that exemplify goodness in my life - in anyone’s if they look hard enough - that suffocate the evil thoughts before they surface as actions. There is so much more good to say about someone than there will ever be bad. If truly you thought you were ‘better’ than a victim of your anger either situation or person, then you would have no reason for which to be upset or to inflict pain. If you were truly better, you would perhaps desire to fix those problems in a person or situation rather than roll greedily amongst  the flaws. If you truly were better you would avoid at all costs to remind yourself of any nuisance therefore you would never really wish to allow yourself to think more on the topic.  Your anger proves your jealousy - jealous that someone has something you don’t, that someone’s situation is better than yours. Don’t rage burn or fuel your anger. Turn its energy upon itself and let it be demolished. Life is worth living if only you learn to love all in it. Sink in. If and when you are mad at anything only ten seconds should pass before you realize how genuinely enthralling life can be. 

Thoughts from a mind - Your Ana

Everything slows down
As I sink in grass -
And yet reality is in time.
Reality throws me higher.
Everything sinks in
And nothing is on ground.
I like knowing what is going on -
No not control just consciousness.
Reality calls me -
Reality lifts me,
And I only sink in grass.

a ‘poem’ by Your Ana

Funny 
Did you hear that 
Funny 
Yeah, the guy said honey 
You’re a funny girl 
That’s me I just keep them 
In stitches dug out in half 
And though I may be all wrong for the guy 
I’m good for a laugh 
I guess it’s not funny 
Life is far from sunny 
When the laugh is over 
And the joke is on you 
A girl ought to have a sense of humor 
That’s one thing you really need for sure 
When you’re a funny girl 
A fellow said a funny girl 
Funny, how it ain’t so funny 
Funny girl… 

Love even those who don’t love you! That’s so important! Always try to improve yourself but remember u are already wonderful! Sing and never forget about art. Read. Learn. Question everything. Challenge yourself. Never be mad for something that happens that isn’t life changing. Be mad when your existence or that of others is in danger. Fight for what u believe. Tell that person how u feel and remind your family that u support them. When you can’t see eye to eye use your words to communicate. Cherish memories but don’t hold on to them. Grow from the past, root yourself in the now, and extend to the future!  Love yourself and never hate anything - everything in your life is worth admiration.

You can think of anything.. imagine anything. You can think about one thing and BOOM forget the notion ever slid between the axons of your brain cells. You can imagine you are on top of the world and suddenly you are melting away in someones arms and then where you are in the world will no longer matter. Right now YOU are interpreting lines and shapes that we call letters and then these create patterns and suddenly you have formed WORDS. You have transformed a meaningless detail into a form of communication - a way to express yourself. You cannot begin to list all the things you notice every day, all of your memories, all of your fears hopes and dreams locked away in your mind. How can so much exist in one brain. One mass of gray matter, cells, and nerves. How can religion, questions, and ideas formulate within a skull. Yet here are our thoughts, uncontainable and immeasurable. There are no limits and no rules. In my opinion - also limitless just as yours is - only two things are predictable about thoughts; that you will either think what has already been thought in a way never thought before or your thoughts will reach and root themselves in an ocean without a grain of sand to support them but, they will be thoughts. Can you just imagine?